Song Description
Raise the Fourth (Porcelain Version) sits in the space between memory and possibility. Isla imagines an event that never happened but could have. She views a version of herself frozen at the edge, seeing the scene play out from both inside and above.
For Isla, survival means seeing every possible ending and choosing to keep the hinge singing. Her mouth. Her voice. There are still doors ahead of her.
Lyrics
Milk glass light, chipped rim, tilt the cup, don’t drink
Count tiles in threes, three three, then I forget, two two two
I keep the quiet on the outside of my teeth
I press my tongue to the crack, and hear a station hum
No hymns, only doorbells with their wires crossed
A thin white line in the glaze, look close, it’s smiling wrong
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
I’m fine, I’m fine, hear the porcelain lie
Glass above glass, a city inside a raindrop
Voices turn to silver thread, then moths, then quiet ash
Tongue numb, teeth ring, the escalator drowns politely
I float facedown in a bowl of light, and call it prayerless
Shiver notes climb the air, the minute hand forgets its job
Nobody moves, the room moves for us
Needle up, bright sting through bone
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Static in the molars, blue flicker in the tap water
I stand inside the cold, and call it something gentle
Count the cracks again, three three, two two two
No answers, only handles
If I am porcelain, strike me soft and listen
If I am flood, put your sheet music on the surface, and read me by ripples
I’ll be the misprint that makes the line unforgettable
I’ll be the door that sings when no one’s near
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Raise the fourth, cut the room, leave the hinge singing
Leave the hinge singing, let the hinge sing me open